2015 Is About Something....

I’ve just decided that, for me, 2015 is The Year of Dissolving Barriers…

It is the year of - brick by brick - tearing down walls.

I’ve never started the year with an concept… BAM - first barrier dissolved like bath salts in a warm tub (a current obsession).  Don’t get me wrong, in hindsight, most years have had themes;  and there were some doozies:


The Year I Almost Didn’t Make it

The Year of Other Options

The Year of Wild Adventures

The Year of Relapses


Those aren't all of them by any stretch… just some memorable examples.

This past year will go into the books as

The Year of What it Means to Matter

2014 packed a record number of days into the allotted 360-something... I saw an exponential growth in grey hairs AND smile lines, I lost big, and in doing so learned to have faith in abundance.  

Knowing all that, and having heard tell of so much more, I chose to start this year with a plan.  One that takes the 2014 that mattered, and keeps going.

I guess that’s what happens at the end, you start thinking about the beginning
 

In 2014 I remembered that the biggest thing standing in my way, is this crazy idea that I’m separated from the divine.  

That there IS an ‘other than’ and that I’m somehow it.  

That there is an ounce of lack, an inch of land to traverse between me and God - more interestingly, that there is even a breath of air between you and me.  

So this year… I plan to work - Burn the candle at both ends; Spend every waking moment, not even letting time in dreams go to waste - on tearing down the walls i’ve so diligently built.  The walls of doubt, and fear piled high with brick made of story, held together by beliefs and reinforced with assumptions forged in the past…

So this year… I plan to work - Burn the candle at both ends; Spend every waking moment, not even letting time in dreams go to waste - on tearing down the walls i’ve so diligently built.  The walls of doubt, and fear piled high with brick made of story, held together by beliefs and reinforced with assumptions forged in the past…

In 2015 the colossal weight of assumption and perception gets lighter, brick by brick…